June 30, 2009
Michael Jackson to me should be known as one of the best dressed superstars of all time. When Michael was at the top of his game he would be seen wearing some of the most incredible and visually enticing outfits that you have ever seen before, to me his style had a sense of royalty to it. His outfits were very unique from his Swarovski diamond jackets, the matching glove, all the way down to the penny loafers on his feet. His style has been emulated by many but it’s never the same, only Michael can pull of these special outfits. I’m not going to lie the first time I seen thriller I just had to have a pair of red jeans and a jacket to match. Needless to say I'm still working on that.
June 29, 2009
June 17, 2009
Why do I feel so alone? I’ve been so out of tune with my inner self lately I don’t know what’s going on,(reason for lack of blog post and work ethic with my artwork) I guess I’m struggling trying to find that peace of mind, that peace within myself and my world. I know soon that I will find that peace, but honestly it’s a struggle because sometimes I feel like I’m all by myself on this earth. I get the feeling like I’m just somebody floating in space lost amongst the stars somewhere. Some of those who have known me before look at me as if I was a faded memory some don’t speak or even acknowledge my presence at all. I never cared about this kind of thing before but for some reason this has been getting to me. But it’s all good I will continue to live my life and they will live there’s I shouldn’t let that hinder me from my world. At times I feel like I just stand out from the rest, I’m not saying I’m above anyone but just different from the rest of the pack. It’s like I’m a bright red in this grey world that I’m in its getting to bland around here and it needs some color. For some reason I feel like I don’t stand out enough, is it good that I don’t stand out as much and that I blend in with everyone else. No, I’m an individual there’s only one me in this world why would I want to fit into a standard as someone else why would I choose to be the same as the next man, but as I come closer to finding my core self I find myself standing out more and more each day and becoming and I find myself getting closer to finding that peace of mind that I’ve been searching for. Even though you might not see me now soon enough my light will be so bright that you won’t help but to see me shine. Though I feel so alone in this world sometimes, that feeling goes away cause I realize that I’m really not I have my family and my closest friends that always will remain in my circle. And that’s how it should be, for this reason I should never feel alone for any reason.
June 03, 2009
June 02, 2009
June 01, 2009
Finally made it back from Cali, but my brain is still on vacation I guess that's the reason for why the lack of blog post and designs lately. But I must say what an experience it was to return home. Most don't Even know this about me but San Diego California is my birthplace, and I always keep it in my heart it’s made me into the man you see before you today. With saying that I haven't been back to this place I called home in 8 years I left when I was 12 years old and never came back until now. Its funny how you are changing but everything else around you is still the same. During the past 8 years I’ve always wonder how has San Diego changed how are my friends different, is it a whole nother world out there, but to my surprise nothing has changed at all for the most part. Yeah some minor things have changed but that’s only natural. So Many memories I have at this place, and it seems like I was living in a constant flashback from chilling on the beach to living in my old house. I will forever cherish these memories, but for now I’m focused on the future its good to re visit your past, but don’t dwell on it too long because life might pass you by. As I say that back to reality I go.